It’s been quite an emotional rollercoaster for Nikki Bella and John Cena, who have seemed to break up and make up more times than we can count at this point. And for fans of the two wrestling greats, it can be hard to keep up and to truly know what is happening in real life.
What we do know is this – on the Sunday (July 29) episode of “Total Bellas,” the two broke off their engagement about a month before they were to be married.
“It’s tough ’cause he’s like fighting really hard for me. … The tables have kind of turned,” she explains during the reality show. “I didn’t give myself long enough the first time we broke up because I got so excited he wanted kids. I feel like I’ve ruined everyone’s fairy tale. My heart hurts so bad. I wish it could be different, and I think that’s why I’ve had almost six years of working on us and fighting and just taking in a lot. I just feel like I’ve hit the point that I’m just so exhausted and done.”
We kind of know what you mean Nikki.
“I feel like I’m starting the journey of finding me again … and when I heal myself and find what’s wrong with me, he will be there,” she says. “And if not, it wasn’t meant to be.”